10 People I Wish To Say These Words To

... but can't, for obvious reasons. I am *not* a backstabber what. Meme kopped from Jessica's blog.

1. I thought you were one of my better friends. I thought you would watch my back just as I would watch yours. I thought you would respect me enough to at least tell it to my face. I thought wrong.
2. For such a simple person, I find you the most intriguing of the lot! Stay this way if its in your own best interests, regardless of how much I pressure you to change.
3. Its amazing how you can tolerate all my bullshit.. Life is fair in that it's given me a best friend in you. I hope we can broaden our horizons and excel in all areas together, and I hope that we stick through thick and thin (as we've already have).
4. I admire your fire, your vigour, your spirit. I hope that you never let it extinguish, and I hope that you will always be there to light me when mine's been doused. Don't let your indomitable spirit disappear. Foreverrr!
   
5. I've had a crush on you for the longessst time. Thanks to circumstances and conventions, its never going to work out.
   
6. I regret with 100% what we had and so stupidly gave up. I regret the fact that forever now we shall merely be friends. I regret not being wholehearted and committed. As selfish as this may sound, I hope you feel the same.
7. All these mixed signals you're sending is really throwing me off. What I read off you may be true after all. For now, I think I'm just going to let the distant past dominate, while i sit here futilely wondering..
   
8. Thanks for telling me the truth. Thanks for telling me what a bad person I am, only so that I can improve on myself. Thanks for being there for me, and thanks for standing up for me. You mean a lot more to me than I could ever bear to tell you in person.
9. Sorry for not showing you all the love and loyalty I should be giving. Sorry for manipulating/guilt-tripping/conning you for my benefit. Thanks for forever being there.
10. Give me a fresh start. Give me the opportunity to befriend you properly. Maybe all will change, maybe all will be better.

Not going to spill a word of this to... Drive - Incubus